The Toxhards – How Lucky Am I? Lyrics

How lucky am I, that I can afford to be alive?
How lucky am I, that I'm living through the end of times?
Giving up everything I wanted has brought be peace of mind
Got nothing to do today, but still I think I'm doing fine
Autumn leaves, something calling me
My younger self, are you proud of me?
Coming up from behind me is a pair of electric eyes
The doctors, barkeepers, and Eddie keep me well-anesthetized
How lucky am I, that I am easily paralyzed?
Got nothing to say here, but I'll sing whatever the f*ck I like
And I can see that it's not meant to be
My older self, have you forgiven me?
How lucky am I, that I can afford to be alive?
Everyone that I knew deserted, guess this fucking town is mine
The eyes behind me widen and I am paralyzed (In paradise)
I don't know what Eddie gave me, but he said I'd be just fine