Left for Red – Switchblade Romance Lyrics

Something wrong in my brain today
Dysfunction, disarray
Try to fight these thoughts away 
But they're getting stronger everyday
Tiring me now they conspire 
Shredding me down to the wire 
Douse me of all my fire 
Sinking in the quagmire
 
Look back at my past and prey
What's within won't make me pay
Shadows weave come out to play
Around me tight they wrap and stay
Cold sweat hands shake
I sink within and meditate 
Searching to configurate 
The puzzle of my mental state 

I still remember the 4TH of November
The voices in my head 
I'm tired of complaining, I'm tired of explaining 
That there in my head 

Turning over in my mind
Seeking answers I can't find 
No end in sight am I blind 
The door is locked black hole inside 
Through the dark I feel it leer 
Shivering secrete with fear 
Persevere with all my might 
Hoping that the ends in sight 
Try not to give up the fight
To darkest fears consuming light 
Tightened grip the end is near 
Glistening with my last tear

I still remember the 4TH of November
The voices in my head 
I'm tired of complaining I'm tired of explaining 
That there in my head
I still remember the screams of surrender 
The voices in my head 
I'm tired of complaining I'm tired of explaining 
That they want me dead

They want me dead
They want me dead
They want me dead
They want me dead
They want me dead
They want me DEAD!

Is this a dream?
Or is it real?
I hear them screaming 
Faces surreal 

I still remember the 4TH of November
The voices in my head 
I'm tired of complaining I'm tired of explaining 
That there in my head

THEY WANT ME DEAD!
THEY WANT ME DEAD!
THEY WANT ME DEAD!
THEY WANT ME DEAD!