Kyle James – prayers Lyrics

I just wanna breathe life
I know that it looks so bleak
I don't know how I can help
But I just wanna be by your side
I know we're stuck worlds away
But you have got my heart and soul
I know the world tries to tear us down
But I know it'll end down the road
If you ever get lost along the way
I'll come dig your car out the snow
But imma need you to pray for me
Pray that I get to you whole

I wonder if I'm heard at night
Digging through my heart and soul
Cuz it just feels like I've gone silent
And my life just goes so cold
And I still don't understand at all
With all the words I had to spill 
Cuz I just need a way for you to see
That I prayed for you
Like you never pray for me
I pray for you
Like you never pray for me 
I prayed, I pray 
I just want to have your light 

Can't imagine what's going through your head now
I know I'm not meant to give a f*ck though
But through the odd times you helped me out
There's modicums of appreciation
Bet you can't stand my existence
You couldn't look at me for a few seconds
Crazy how things flipped like beaten wrestlers
I could've really flipped my shit and got aggressive
Could tell you about the spins I hoped you knew already
But you like to lay with demons and they're aiming steady
And you never came to me, with all your bold thoughts
You stood on the side, and your world ticked along 
Sadly, you can't see me fucking stressing 
I spent every single night just venting
Sailed and hit the fan, better yet
Every maddening excuse I've tried to forget
Now I wish I got loud
Screamed till veins pop out
And embodied everything 
I was accused of
Could've shouted in your face 
Told you to go f*ck yourself
F*ck everything you ever loved
And you're the biggest mug
But that'll never have me vindicated
I just saw the best through our conversations
Deserve nothing less than what's your's for taking
And I know you've got it in you, so hope you make it
I just hope you're ready for the day you're dropped
Too much hurt in me for my world to stop
Imma just sip my tea and move along 
You have nothing to move from, whatever
Six months from now, I won't think your name
Never had your number, I'm on the book's final page
I hope the nightmares stop when I hand in the keys
There was nothing ever here, so why can I not leave

I pray for you
Like you never pray for me
I pray for you
Like you never pray for me

I prayed for you
Like you never pray for me
I prayed for you
Like you never prayed for me
I prayed for you
Like you never prayed for me
I prayed, I pray
I just want to have your light