Keil. – Silence. (Prod. By Nate Rhoads) Lyrics

If I told you some shit, Polly won't believe it
Got this hate in my heart, I don't want to keep it
Drive a stake through my heart, but it keeps on beatin'
Don't how it goes on, gotta be a reason

Thoughts race in my head, Got me goin' crazy
Got me fighting my demons, like on a daily
Gotta stay on my grind, gotta chase the bag
But I'm Trapped in my mind, I can seem to shake it

I get mad at myself, try to hide it
Emotions flip, I cannot fight it
It's not good for me, I feel like dying
Start to overthink, then I get quiet
I say that I'm OK, but I'm lying
The inside my soul can't stop cryin'
Tryna grow y'all, I promise I'm trying
Should be calling for help

But I just sit in silence
I just sit in silence
I Feel like I'm losing, I choose not to fight it
If I lose all this shit it's alright, been dealing with lost all my life
So, I just sit in silence
I just sit in silence
I Feel like I'm losing, I choose not to fight it
If I lose all this shit it's alright, been dealing with lost all my life

Listen
You been taking pain people been dishin'
Don't forget you a man on mission
You can't quit yo, it's Just the beginning
Next chapter, my book has no ending
I'm on track in this race, and I'm winning

You can do shit the same cuz
You different
Gotta chase everything that's on ya wishlist
Gotta rebuild for you and your children
Sign a deal and then go make you millions

Don't look back leave that shit where you left it
At you worst, but you ain't see your best yet
Bend backwards, your life stress test
Keep on digging, go find you a blessing
And at times when you start to get restless
Just keep going, don't call it in question
Gotta flip all ya L's, into Lessons
 
I came for the crown, I ain't taking it off
I put that on Mom's, I ain't taking no loss
No holding back, I'm gon' give it my all
Feet on the ground, but I'm chasing the stars

Stepped to the plate, knocked that shit out the park
You won't believe what I've seen in the dark
Light was there whole time, just needed to spark
Keep the iron on me nigga, I'm Mr. Stark

Oh that man is snapped, put a muzzle on em'
This is what happens when I'm backed in a corner
If you think you on top, that ain't gonna last
In my mind I switch gears, then I hit the gas

I'm fully invested in paper chasin'
Either first, or you last, ain't second placin'
Got knocked on my ass, I ain't stayin' down
Come Hell or high water I'm gonna make it

Cutting lose in the booth, man it's something special
Got the scars here to prove it, I'm battle tested
New sheriff in town, haters get the message
In the cage, but this shit is for your protection

I'm a leathal weapon
Stunt like Evil Knievel, leave the people guessin'
Madness to the method
You don't like me then f*ck you bitch, get the steppin'
You don't like me bitch, f*ck you then get the steppin'

They gon' know the name
To my Brother, see you in the Hall of Fame
To Big Sis, f*ck shit up in the nursing game
As for me, I'm cruising, yeah I'm my lane

My music's like art, and Y'all hearts is the canvas
Paint words like Picasso, flow sweeter than candy
Mars Hall Way the motto, we on other planets
I Started to crash, took control, now I'm landing

Now I'm breaking my silence
I'm breaking my silence
Choosing to fight it, I'm tried of dyin'
I ain't losing no more of my life, I still got me plenty of fight
So I'm breaking my silence
I'm breaking me silence
Choosing to fight it, I'm tried of dyin'
I ain't losing no more of my life, I still got me plenty of fight
Yeah