Dmshann – I’m losing it Lyrics

"We found him this morning with a severe concussion to the head
He's hallucinating and he's simply delusional
And I think we're going to have to put him under"

In a white room, drowsy like on NyQuil
Feed like a vegetable, no clue by whom
I've no medical need for Haloperidol
But these medics know how to get me off this world

I don't know where I am now (I do not know)
I don't know where I'm heading (I'm so lost)
I don't know how to break out (Help)
I fear to reach a dead end

I'm losing it
I - I - I'm losing it
I - I - I'm losing it
What do I do with this?
I - I - I

Was a wealthy uni student
Got a degree in computers
Had a girl who loved me tons
She was carrying my son
Was still living with my mum but got the mortgage for a house for my job was paying well
Promotion after my first month

"The recession lost him his job, so the mortgage was lost
Then his mother died of cancer, was sleeping at the shelter and his de facto long gone"

I'm losing it
I - I - I'm losing it
I - I - I'm losing it
Why do you lie to me?
I

Don't blame me!
It's not my fault
I just can't process the mess in which my world was left
The longer I diverged my gaze from it the more it would torment and weigh
And I realized I was falling to a bottomless pit and the longer
I looked at the dark mist the more I could see a pair stare back
No more tricks, no more tests, no more pain, no more stress
On this bridge screaming "f*ck you world!" with all my breath, I...

I'm losing it
I - I - I'm losing it
I should take this step
And be done with it
I - I...

Jump now, come on, one inch and it will be over dear, you don't need to fear
You know I love you, I only want what's best for you: one last step
And I will take care of you forever