Anttic – NOT SOA (Starting Over Again) Lyrics

Maybe one day I will find her
All the good times a reminder
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
I'm not afraid of starting over again
It's like I ran out of fuel, ever since I graduated high school
All I think about is that the fight's through
And unlike the oil in your tank
For me, not much has changed
Falling hard from my grace
It's like I'm locked in a phase
Back then, I used to let props not get to my brain
But now, every gain, just stops at the waist
Gainesville, pain, pills
Every day's the same feel
Thought I was the spirit that they can't kill
Stuck in this endless maze field
Nothing's gonna ch-ch-change 'cause
This is not S-O-A
There is no S-O-A
This is not S-O-A
There is no starting over again
Over again
Over again
There is no starting over again
People keep telling me to move on
But, my group's gone
Lucas moved to Bost'
Ron moved to Tucson
Zane's in Raton
Just never would have imagined, I'd lose my drive and passion
I guess repetition is the death of magic
Used to be a Dark Knight like Wayne
Now I'm having dark nights like Cashis
My world's been flipped on its axis
Still sitting at my desk
In this apartment twenty-four sev'
Stressing over tests, my past is my pres'
But I don't have the fight or my friends
Sleepless nights, never ends
Keep the vibe, represent
Speak my mind, need to vent
Thought I paid the price, made my dividends
They tell me to take it on the chin
But I feel like I am Mike and This Is It 'cause
This is not S-O-A
There is no S-O-A
This is not S-O-A
There is no starting over again
Over again
Over again
There is no starting over again
Yeah
I try to make it better
Sometimes I just stare at Sarah's letter
But shit never gets any better
It never does
(Uh) Abel...
Abel, help
Abel, help...